November 2008
October 2008
i never thought...
that the person i’d miss most would be you.
home on the 2nd.
hope you’re still there and haven’t forgotten me.
and, maybe, you miss me too?
“”i’ve been jumping from the tops of buildings for the thrill of the fall. ignoring sound advice and any thought of consequence. my bones are shattered, my pride is shattered. and in the midst of this self inflicted...
Just say no..? →
(via natbug)
love it. seriously funny.
Watch2:12-2:14 into the video is my favorite part. you’ll see why.
here we go for the 14th year.
he plays his guitar as i run and hide.
i don’t want to see him because it floods back.
he is everything i ever wanted or needed.
but the years have passed by in pounds.
he’ll never want me again.
my first love and only.
no more wishful thinking of ‘one day’
rawr!
Thursday 9 October I was lying in bed trying to fall asleep, and I received a call from Stephanie (in San Diego, not Deal). Completely unexpected, but absolutely great! It was perfect timing! I haven’t actually talked (emails don’t count because I can’t hear a person’s voice) to anyone from back home for over a week. I wasn’t feeling too down or homesick, but it still lifted my spirits quite a bit...
so excited!
october is getting into full swing and i am so excited about it.
vegas this weekend for syd’s birthday, plus the academy is show.
then another, the academy is show in san diego.
my last day at peohe’s is on the 20th.
then cobra tour with stephy from the 22nd-4th.
and lucky enough, our tour stint
will end in san diego on election day.
obama, obama, obama….
so, catch me...
your secret's out
there hasn’t been many bands or songs that have brought me to tears. -the first time i heard ‘yesterday’ by the beatles. -my dad playing the song he wrote for me when i was born. -after jacob died, listening to sarah mclachlan’s angel. -the first time i watched the academy is from side stage (stfu! i am not a fan girl. it was just a very emotional day and… just yeah....
when it rains.
i can smell it before it happens. no body believes me until it starts to pour. my heart begins to swell with happiness. i want to just sit and listen to it. no tv. no phone. no music. no light. (other than the sun blocked by the dark rain clouds) just the rain and a cup of hot tea as i listen to it hit my sky light. i watch it turn everything shiny. the old and dirty get washed down the drains. it...
stephy's heroes (part duex)
she keeps me in line. my constant. iloveher.she’smyfav. he keeps me sane. she’s my getaway. he’s just HUTTO, dude. she’s my life twin. he’s my safetynet. JACK IS JUST FUCKIN AWESOME!!!!
(that damn stephy!!! she made me cry again! i love that girl more than she knows.)
an open letter...
dear whoever you are,
please stop sending me myspace messages talking bad about me, and my friend. i am no longer going to read them. they will just be deleted. okay? this is the last you’ll ever be thought or spoken of. don’t hide behind the internet. next time you see me and have something to say, come up to me and say it. okay?
-s.a.l.
