July 2008
don't read this.
up late, till dawn there’s no mistaken that you’re gone. droped out of sight. faster than the approaching midnight. i’m shaken. shivering in a cold sweat. next to the impression you left in my bed. you hushed me as i fell asleep. keeping in promises of you being there for me. how could any of this be you? not like this. i wasn’t supposed to be some one night trist. i lied....
i hate my job
i really do. i am sick of peohe’s. i want it to fall into san diego bay.
too much trouble. too much time. not enough love to go around. just one second please. while i muster up the courage to say more than 3 words to you. i’m trying my hardest. really, i am. so, i lie. shamelessly.
when i pulled into my driveway this evening, on my way home from work, there was a dog staring back at...
wowza
my good friend crystal cashdolla wrote an article for FOE! very cool, right?
read it! http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/blondesaresoout/entry/2723371/
top 10
sooooo, most everyone has a top list of celebrities(kinda sorta celebrities) of the opposite sex that they would like to meet. here is mine… counting down from 10.
10.) jake hurwitz (jakeandamir.com/collegehumor.com)
9.) mason musso (metro station)
8.) ed westwick (the filthy youth/ gossip girl)
7.) max bemis (say anything)
6.) jim sturgess (across the universe/21)
5.) gabe...
bad decisions with good intentions.
and hell is paved with them.
thats how i feel everyday while walking from my car to work. if only i could “just quit”. then i would be left with no job and no money. i don’t see how solana can still be so positive. peohe’s is slowly and painfully draining the happiness right out of me. and i didn’t have much to begin with.
so, there are these 4 phone numbers that...
iphone and song writing
so i finally got to update my iphone and its wonderful. i love all the applications that are now available. they make me happy and my life much easier. i guess the 3g phone is messing up. uh oh.
i am taking a stab at writing a song. i have never really done it before and i realized how much different it is from writting an essay or a fiction story, like i am used to. i need a new guitar string...
“i get desperate for an autumn breeze. or a jacket and some fallen leaves.”
– ‘written on the breeze’-joel p. west
summer is taking too long...
things that bother me, slightly…
-i never have anyone to talk to on aim. -beards. -my camera is broken. -peohe’s. -working on the 4th of July. -my sister not caring. -not having many guy friends. -being single. -guys cheating on their girlfriends and then not telling them. -being home for longer than 3 days. -my car breaking down every week. -gas prices. -never having enough money....
