I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog's money, my dog's time-- everything. If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you all sorts of good qualities that you have never actually cultivated in yourself and I will buy Christmas presents for your entire family. I will give you the sun and the rain, and if they are not available, I will give you a sun check and a rain check. I will give you all this and more, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else.
I have the greatest idea. All of the Harry Potter fans on Tumblr could get jobs and get heaps of money so that we can build a castle exactly like Hogwarts, and then we can all live there. and it will be magical, and it would be like living at Hogwarts. and we could have dinner in the great hall and everything. and we would get chosen for certain houses, and even wear the hogwarts robes.