Is there anyway you can quit your life and start all over again? Like a redo button? I call a mulligan on this whole thing.


The last picture I took of Ryan (my fiance) before I left Leeds in May. I am so excited to be going back (Thank you tax return money). I miss him like crazy.

Tagged: # love # life # ryan # leeds # tax return money # fiance 


"But then they danced down the streets like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I’ve been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everyone goes “Awww!”."

Jack Kerouac (On the Road)
Tagged: # jack karouac # quote # life # on the road 


And it continues…


Soooooooo… not to be mushy or annoying and just to let everyone know. A year ago today I got engaged to my fiance Ryan. He makes me so happy and I never knew what being in love really felt like until he came along. I can’t wait to get married to him and have babies with him and to grow old with him. I found my soul mate, I don’t know how I got that lucky… But yeah. <3

Tagged: # Love # Life # Soul Mates # Ryan # engagement # fiance 


"I want to write something amazing. I want to write something profound. I want to write someone’s favorite book. I want something that comes out of my mind to be someone’s favorite quote. I want history to look back on what I have written with an extreme sense of who I was and the time that I was living in. I want to write a beautiful story about love and loss. I want to write until my fingers bleed from typing. I want to show everyone what I am capable of. I want to prove to myself that I am more than just a drone, a copy of a copy of a copy. I am creative and unique. I am in love and I have been hurt. I want to write as beautiful as the things I’ve seen people worshiping. I want to grow a giant old oak tree out of my head that has so many different leaves and each one is a unique individual idea that someone can relate to so that they don’t feel alone in the sad and scary world. I want someone to read and look at what I have written and feel comforted by it. I want to show all the people who told me no that I have created a yes out every single no they gave me. I am special. I am promising. I am going to have original thoughts and come to terms with that fact that they might not all be golden. I want to share love with everyone that has just as strong as feelings that I do about something. I don’t want to be ashamed of what’s in my head. I want to write a book that will be taught for centuries. I want people to share their philosophies and their personal understandings to my work. This is what I want and this is what I am striving to be no matter how sad I get, no matter how alone I feel, no matter what the person next to me says, no matter whether it takes me 1 year or 100, I will be this person I am writing down."

Me (Stephanie A. Lancaster)
Tagged: # Want # Love # Life # Write # Beautiful # Art # Sad # Alone # Gorgeous # Thoughs # Philosophy # Time # Right # Wrong # Golden # Hope # Dreams # Dream # Living # True # Ashamed # Promising # Quotes 


How our daily texts to each other go…


(via the-absolute-best-posts)

Tagged: # love # life # ryan # <3 


"A room without books is like a body without a soul."

Marcus Tullius Cicero (via icanrelateto)
Tagged: # books # book # reading # writing # love # life # soul 




A man with OCD recites a poem about his one true love. It’s heartbreaking.

Those last lines, though…

This is beautiful.

(via tyleroakley)

Tagged: # love # life # poem # OCD # true love # poetry 

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